Grumpiness!
This is basically the email I sent to Patrick venting and apologizing for being grumpy…..this explains my mood to a “T” atm.
Sorry I’m such a grump.
I left the house and it’s a complete total mess- dishes all over the counters/sink
and trash all over. Toys everywhere and things just a mess.
Had to fight with the dogs / chase them all
over this morning, had Braysen wake up to Pinot this morning. I got a
coffee and the people didn’t put the lid on well so I spilled that on
myself a bit. This is after trying to find something to wear knowing I
would have to wear my most “summer” type of clothes the rest of the
week..which I don’t have much to wear. I’m grumpy .I just want some new
shirts 
and I want my house clean. I don’t want to have to go out to
dinner or even cook dinner tonight or even clean for family to come
over.
We have to finish getting the house taped and ready for Wed.
Katie said we should just call up and have them reschedule but then they
have less time to fix their crap before the year is up (although I think
they have to fix everything regardless whether the year is up - based
upon what you find on the appt.) It’s hard enough getting them to call
back / schedule appts. Let alone reschedule.
I don’t want company tonight, I don’t want to clean tonight
and honestly I’m dreading having to go out to dinner or host dinner…
because either way we have to clean the house / cook or we have to entertain
kiddo at the worst place to eat at. Everytime we go to *name omited*
I don’t get to eat. I have to get my stuff boxed to eat at home…
which is NOT enjoyable. Kiddo eats like crap too because I bring
every sweet / non-healthy item with us that he’s
interested in just to keep him occupied long enough for the dinners to
come out. I can only imagine how long it’ll take for dinner to get to
us tonight with another person there.
I’m sorry to unload….this day just sucks arse so far and the afternoon
looks just as bad. I want to go home and take kiddo to the pool..not
worry about cleaning / dishes / toys / walk-thru appts. / family coming over to
get their dog / or having to find food to pack up for dinner out.
